feeling fat+fatttt

haix. i had been eating like.... as though i had never eat before.... damn scary. i really need to stop. -.-'
in order to remain healthy... who wanna have a 3km jog with me?
ai ya, comfirm no one de.
i hope i will go and have a run tmr before going cp.

sch was okay today. some ppl in my class suddenly wanna go minds cafe... 5 bucks flew like this ... i shall save up! so that i wont be absent during 19s outing. hahah.


now my current goals are:
1) feeling fit. -.-
2) save MONEY
3) dun be late/miss lectures/tutorials.
4) still save money.

19s trial.

schooling was sleepy. zzz. and coldddd.
met dots and down to kallang! worst was, i thought start at 7.30, so i happily finish off my subway at around 6 plus plus. in the end, is 645!!!!
so of cos, i went to shit before the game and after 2 quarts. but still ....
shall not mention what happened during my trial. -.- horrendous can. made me thought of nsl trial. horrible terrible and vegetable. and i almost twist my ankle. scary siah.

i feel bad for steal so much yogurt from liz and shoes they all. hahah.i should stop this. haha.
thanks chris for the phone. though i have to return her days later. hahaha. i just want a phone that will last long. not those type just talk on teh phone for 4 mins and batt will go almost flat kind.
i hate having that muscle stucked there. ):

everyone hopes for consistency, so do i.

long longggg day.

went sch early. to take ba text from yiyong (: thanks
after that thunderstorm came. met pam, kellynn,jean! bought the csa texts. damn freaking heavy.
i seriously hate the csa lecture today! BLOODY SHIT. that lecturer is cmi one can. she's reading the words from the slides X3 FASTER THAN NORMAL LECTURERS and keep moving on to the next slide without really waiting for us to copy finish. as if she's rushing train or something!
makes me totally no time to sms! but at least, the 1 hour lecture became 40 mins. -.-'
but i totally dun understand!too busy doing the copying stuffs.

after that had 3 hours of tutorial straight since 3. ):
janice and me totally complaining about how cold the aircon is and almost fell asleep.
went home with joanne! i hate going home at 6! ):




5 hours of msn is nothing to me. ;D

was peaceful but became pissed.

spent 3 hours break with classmates... and had half hr of sleep!
we wanted to watch movies during the break time. but its full. ):
stationed inside the library chat and sleep until its time for lecture. hahah. the lecture is slow. the class is damn noisy.
went home with mingyue!

that bus uncle pissed me off. when i was feeling peaceful and normal. i put 1.20 and say sengkang. then that bus uncle didn say anything. then when another person starts checking the cards/tickets on highway, he says i should be paying 20cents more. i was like... erm, okay, cant i put another 20cents in?
and he wanted to chased me out when we were on the highway. i was damn agitated. i feel like saying, if u dare, stop now and i will get out and complain. idiot shit. he still say that he's kind enough for me to left me off at 1st sengkang stop instead of giving me a fine of 20 bucks.
and i tried to argue like, put another 20cents and reach a busstop nearer to my hse. then what he said???? '' if you dont want get out now, i will give u a fine letter. i was damn furious to the ultimate.
wa lao, i feel like slapping his mouth and kick him down out of highway instead. RAWR.
made me and my have to walk around 3-4 bus stops home! pai sae ar my!


a almost 2nd day without phone. i only get to start putting in contacts like tonight? everyone, pls sms me your name/msn update me with your number. (:
thanks. laokokoks, pls sms me unless through msn / u dont mind flashing your numbers. (:

a day without phone.

its horrendous. a day without phone is totally inconvenient. i wanted to sms soooo soooo sooo many ppl or maybe check the time cos i have no watch. obviously, i failed. rawr. how can i lost the phone like this!!!

my eyes revealed its true colours today. i tried to stop showing how tired am i and whatever la.

u19s day camp today! i was lateeee. and worst was, i cant msg anyone at all! ):
and i am damn tired during the camp. i tried my best to concentrate and stop having miss passes. but obviously, i failed. lol.
i was damn sianed until lunch time. then lizhen asked me issit because i lost my phone thats why so moody? i was like... erm... yeah?
but i decided not to stare at the space anymore after the lunch. and i did it. i tried to keep asking other ppl what time issit instead of checking it myself.
i still cant believe i am this unlucky... terrible, horrible and vegetable.
furthermore, i am those type who likes to multi-task. smsed so many ppl at the same time is damn fun. hahaha.

back to the 19s camp. we had trg in the morning. fun games after we bathed. and motivational talk from micky and lisa. everyone was kicking my chair when she talks about how all she have to do defend was jump , jump and jump. i dun really remember lah. i almost fell asleep.
especially during the video session. i starts to imagine things when they pause the video and tell us to write down where was everyone on court.
* i am really good at imagine stuffs.

had fun games again. but i find pictionary boring cos i suck at guessing. especially when mo's drawing is....... totally cmi. hahaha
dinner was great. we ate at the place where the previous nike dinner was. all i remember now was, its so tiring to be high. hahah. my eyes wide opened for super damn long when everything ends, my eyes wanted to close like immediately can.
zillions of photos in joce's cam! hahaha. TOTALLY UNGLAM. OMGOSH

thanks all. (:

its no.2 again.

i was thinking last night, will number 2 sticks to me till nsl finals?
and yes it did.

from the previous game. so many things happened.
we won mannas by 2.
i played GA for 2 seconds.
i got into class 1b22 in tp.
previous marlins got 1st for consecutive 2 years.
we got 2nd.

although i know the whole selection process already, i still dunno why am i selected...cos none of them knows who am i.
the food was okay. i mean the dinner. i didn want to go ): but the whole team went. so i have to go.... the lights inside there makes my head heavy, lost appetite, dizzy, cant see clearly and i hardly talk. anyway, thanks ms choo for the photo frame. its damn niceee.
i envy those ppl who's parents came down. at home, i am like... number 15th? the birds come first. i already told my dad, if i dare to ask u to come down, obviously its something important to me. is it so difficult to have a supportive father? and worst was he's not working.
although i only play for like 1 and half quarters, but i feels damn sad without family's support. my hse, somehow is more like a hotel. just that i dun have to pay.
i was damn tired after the i reached home. my dad didnt even mentioned did my team won or not. and worst was he asked me to stop touching the ball.
i feel comforted when a unknown guy came to talk to me and say abt the performance this month. he didn know me, but yet supportive. thanks again.


i already bit my way through having lesser pocket money than i had during secondary schools. its getting lesser and lesser.



everything is in a mess.
i lost my phone.

tired eyes...

went tp this morning for lectures reluctantly. zzz
wasted money on starbucks to keep my brain awake throughout for 4 hours. lol

after that dots came my hse. played with my pig... hahah
and dots fell asleep and the worst was, she became stunned when the moment she woke up and see me. -.-'
she claims that she thought that why the hell am i at her house! zzz

went to hougang sports hall. me and HA became the '' ah nias'' -.-
i am the video cameraman... damnnnnnn warm can.
though i am not playing but i am like having sauna session like this.
and some inconsiderate stinky ppl huged me in the toilet... RAWR!!!!


tmr's finals! i am feeling.... unstable... hahahah.

first day meeting my classmates.

well, didn expect much like how my classmates will be like... but i guess i am not sure i am lucky or not. cos my class aint sounds so like mingyue's class. like so good like that. my class's average eng grade is like a c5/c6. this 2 grades is the most common ones. i was like thinking.. its like opposite of my's class! hahaha.
somehow i find my class weird.... appearing friendly but .... i dunno what to say.
but there's 1 girl, her side view is totally like simann can!!!! wa lao! damn alike! i was damn shocked. but the moment she turned, the front view is sho different. -.-

thanks dots for pei-ing me during the break. hahaah. we went lunch all this lah, with my,pam,liz and shilin. after that, 3 of us went library watch movie. but i slept instead. cos my head was feeling heavy. ahahah.
liz,my and dots wack into my lecture from 4-4.30! hahaha. cos got the fire alarm exercise thingy, we ran off.

went kallang! and yes! YOGURUUUUU.after that went arcade. as usual, i am the worst machine shooterzzz.


last marlins training tonight. watched the video, i feel damn... rawrrr.
i have to shoot properly this sat!
sarah pro siah! lost 2 shoe bags ! -.-'
supper with 19s yo~

early schooling tmr... yawn*

blow wind blow!

first time got the feeling of really going to be blown away or something... zzz

i nearly fell asleep during trg. cos i was sitting there and stare at the rest, warming up. -.-'
did nothing much actually. just keep shooting.


anyway, grats aj,srjc,rj for winning today! (:
and grats sabina for getting into u14s! (:


tmr's school, BORING. ~
not being able to be in the same class/lecture as anyone i know, i feels more independent (:
i still prefer to be in a smart class though i am not. hahah. cos it helps a lot.

3 bens&jerry's ice cubes! xD

went straight to cathay right after my lecture. i hate my class totally.
no shuai ges lor! and girls all so bimbotic to the ultimate except some lah. zzzz
i spend 15 mins to mark my own attendance. so ridiculous lah! the guys just keep passing the attendance list around and die die dun want pass to my side. #$%^

anyway, CONES DAY! SHO HAPPY! had 3cones!!~~~
2 chocolate fudge brownies and 1 vanilla~ hohoho! shiokkk~
but i queue up once only. =D
because the first cone i had is queued by liz and '' smelly sock shoe'' -.-
it melted until..... oh my tianz. i tried to salvage my cone! but its dripping everywhereeee.
liz is the worst. cant believed she cant even hold a cone properly... and the ice cream on top just flew out! wa saeeeeee. win liao lorrrr. PRO KID.
shall post out the photo as soon as possible! hahaha
shannon and grace the pro, cut queue and got the cone in 5 mins... damn funny.



my hairband break ): ): ):
the sudden feeling of no strength from my right arm, is scary.

first day of school

i didn attend the lecture today. so tmr is then my first day of school! haahha.
thats the end for the title of my post.

went to watch ajc vs jjc.
ajc won by2. heart attack and thrilling match. shuyi came to accompany me since she haven start sch yet. but she support JJC. zzzz.

went sushi with liz,dots,mo,shuyi. after that pshing and juan joined in.
EAT TOO FULL SIAH!!!! -.-' lucky didn really affect my play.
had friendly just now. but only allowed to play 2 quarts.. anyway, long story lah.

i realised i am always pissed after i reached home. cant i have a peaceful mind at home? relax, msn-ed a little and go sleep?? what's wrong with school's starting and at the same time playing netball? and still thinking why is his brain so inflexible. rawr.

i believe time flys.

exciting.

mannas vs stingrays match. DAMN EXCITING!
mannas was leading all the way, until last quart... stingrays won by 1! its damn scary. within that 1 min. stingrays scored 1 to win. mannas scored back to draw. and stingrays scored another 1 to win! though mannas tried to put in the next ball in like.. 1-2 secs..
ms loo played well. the rest too! the game is definitely thrilling.
i screamed tilll @#$%^&
they may not win, but they lose beautifully.
malita's honey water... 3/4 is drank by me. -.-' thanks ah. quite nice... but... a bit too sweet.. HAHAHA.

went dinner with 19s (: though many didn make it.
we did such embarrassing stuff in the arcade!
off to ben&jerry's. niceeeeee.
wandered around vivo after that. hahah.

vs mannas

we won(:
we were actually leading quite a lot but due to my inconsistent of shooting.... ewwwww. -.-
ms sng asked me go home stare at the shooting stats. -.-
i was like... erm, okay. such a lousy number... at least this time i can keep the shooting stat, i can tear whenever i want. heheh. but i dun want tear cos in last quart, i played 2s of GA leh! hehehee.
well, 2seconds.. all i did was stand behind the tranverse line, run down, then go in circle... then somehow mic contact jie, and penalty sia.
when i come off, i still point at the bib.. GA leh. -.-'''' lame lah.

i remember chris trying to say something special with number 2. i unfortuately i forgot every single thing about it......
only the 2 seconds! hhaha.
when am i choosing the pads for like... more than 10 mins!!!??! *stare at chris.
stingrays won vipers today. but i think rachel did damn well today. (:

anyway, go stingrays! for tmr's prelim finals. (:(:
i dunno if i am going or not. heheh
and, thanks for all those supporting me(:(:(:
i will do better next week.;D thanks for the cheerings, it helps. especially chris.. i try to hear yours next time. -.-''' i seriously had a hard time... to hear u from so far away can.
and not forgetting the 19s crowd! esp MALITA & SSS.

its coming.

i have been eating a lot these days. zzz
i guess chris is right. though might not play, stay prepared. (:
i am happy to say that i had been preparing these days. (:
i raised my head. (:

no worries, i just told chris the journey i walked home from buangkok station. (:
and yeah, my faith is there. (:

thank the lights.(:

mood swings

woke up this morning feeling scared. the dream is damn weird. and its so not going to happen. -.-'

i dreamt that i change club! and somemore to llab10. =.=
maybe cos keep thinking why ms huang call me kuku or something lah. who knows
but in that dream, its damn weird. i change club then feel very scared and regret. cos all my NV frens ain't there. and a lot unfamiliar faces which i dun like. i hate being unfamiliar. i was damn scared that dunno mrs tan,ms loo they all might scold me or something.
and i dunno where i was at, nike and llab10 is side by side. then nv friends all act like they never see me. so weird.
i dun remember the rest, but i only know i am damn scared. thats all. hahah.

luckily my dad woke me up.

my dad is like.. so whatever.
always wants to ask me questions regarding his new phone ONLY WHEN i was about to leave my hse. damn shit can. in the end i was late to meet my and joanne.

trg was slackish.
i was quite bored actually.
thanks yiyong for the timetable! (: helps alot especially i am not going for the orientation at all.
and sorry to my for my constant rantings on the phone regarding my dad and whatever lah.


looks like my 2 weeks of effort didn't pay off at all.

satstified.

went kallang early to watch A div matches. kana burnt. ):

after that went YOGURU with smelly soaked shoe and malita and dots! but we ate it at subway. hahah. cos liz and mo wants subway.
trg was okay... didn perspire much actually. i just busy eating for recovery food. lol.
went mac for supper again. and somehow, laugh till my lungs dun feel like breathing already. my lungs damn tired can! -.-'


to chris: i am already in the heaven. HAHAHA. -.-' but keep it up okay! must always remind yourself. ;D
to mh: i today very very nice meh? hahah. i very normal leh...... anyway, thanks for your milo. hahah.

that faith is always there

did 1 shooting card today! the sun is blazing like.. @#$%^&
and thanks mingyue for being my feeder. hahah.
went marlins trg today. sian, lao sai 4 times. and thanks ms choo for buying h2os for us. scared wo dehydrate. -.-'
small friendly with stingrays, i didn perform well. and ms sng commented ,''i am sure u wont want the history repeats right''

i wont want that part of it to repeat. i need to focus hard to shoot the close shots. i cant waste it.
GO ml!

A div starting from tmr.
to chris,mh,yh,duck,ym,charine!JIAYOU wor! ;D

hidden meaning. ;D

the reason why i put this photo is because there's a hidden meaning behind it! xD xD
HK Cafe! ;D anticipating. :D:D
CHRIS! SEE SEE SEE! lets share a meal plus milk tea again!!!!! *hint hint. ( i like to eat with those people who have small appetite)
HOHOHOOO~

suay day.

tp trg today. we did the steps. hahaha. i know i am lame lah, everytime i go tp i always hope the stairs will collapse or something. -.-
haha, we had outdoor trg. ): luckily i am not burnt. ;D
nowadays SBS bus LIKE USELESS ONE CAN. i cant believe i just missed the bus like this! bloody hell. so i missed the bus that joanne's in. but instead i got in the same bus as pam! ;D
but i cant sleep in the bus even though i am frigging sleepy! there's 1 guy sitting 2 seats away from me, wa lao! blast his nano! and worst was, he's not using headset which causing those ppl near can hear. HE USING EARPIECE LEH. WA LAO. this isnt the worst. THE WORST WAS, HE LISTEN TO THOSE ROCK/TECHNO SONGS! WA LAO, MAKE TILL I HEADACHE+ DIZZY+IRRITATED YET I CANT SLEEP! SIAO ONE CAN. RAWR. !
SO NOISY#$%^&!

i wanted to rent the disc, but the disc not out yet... )':
19s trg today. i was quite.... ai ya, whatever, ms huang is asking the same question after every trg.
i ate like... 5 donuts from the recovery food.hahaha. and they were saying i will dream of donuts running after me. .... =.='
obviously no! hahaah, why should the donuts run after me!? LOL!
i should stop thinking of bad stuffs. lol. i dont wish to elarborate. HAHAHA

totally switched off.

yesterday's good friday! spent my whole time sleeping all the way to 3pm! but my eyes still dun feel like opening lah. after that went maple with dots and joanne!
i cant find the enthu that i used to have for playing maple. hahha.

trg this morning. horrible. i didn want to even wake up and go one can. damn freaking hell far from my hse. i didn dare to sleep in bus can! i was so busy counting the bus stops, so that i wont miss the bus stop. but in the end i kind of regconise the place lah. so in total, i counted 2 less stops. cos i dozed off or something. -.-'
after that die die dun want go home alone. so went droby ghaut with mel and yiyong. then go kallang find chris and had my lunch there. hahaha. stupid sia, dun want pick my call! CAREFUL of your regular ice milk tea hor! and ur HK cafe meal! HAHAHAA. *i dun think she will see this so soon, cos she went study with MH worrrr! hahahahaha!

honoured! ;D

hahahah. mrs tan and joanne dreamt of me!
mrs tan was telling me that i was supposed to go bintan or something. then when she reach already, i wasn't there. so she went my hse! and dunno why is 7th floor lor! ( i stays in 6th floor) and the funny part was, 7th floor is above 8th floor! hahahaha. she said that in her dream, i refused to go bin tan. die die dun want go. then she woke up. -.='

joanne one is lame one can. she says the sea's middle got 1 path to walk one. a lot ppl having picnic over there or something. then she was there.... and i was at the safe zone. then she says suddenly the 2 sides of the water flooded the path like tsunami? then i went to save her. ... and funniest was, she said that i carry her behind my back and swim.... what kind of funny position was that lah. and she said i was laughing when saving her. -.='

nth much today. weather is freaking.... #$%^&
i can perspire like #$%^& by just standing still.

Happy 16th birthday to cheryl! (:

insomnia is the worst.

i cant sleep.
that stupid chris, told me some scary stuffs which totally gave me creeps. rawr.
so i bought starbucks to drink before trg so that i wont lose focus or something. hahaha.
trg was alright. the feeling is damn shiok when i broke my own timing of the endurance run.

ms huang dunno lame or what... wanted me and shuhwee to run 10sets. -.-'
shuhwee DAMN FUNNY LAH! '' but i love u dip dip leh!''
hahahaha, but obviously i didnt. though ms huang keep asking me , so are you ready for the next 7sets? so lame. and of cos, i said, NO. hahahahah!

training isnt killer today(:
and nice recovery food! xD
the what ah, dou hua? hahah.

sweaty day.

nsl trg tonight. is like..... quite pathetic. ahahhaah. 4 ppl nia leh. then the coaches joined us! then got 6! ahahah. training was quite fun and enjoyable. but the weather is DAMN HUMID. i perspire like no hells business when i am standing still.
and shannon for nothing shoot me with her sarcasm before my trg starts! ):
i totally lost with words lah! just diao her! hahahahaha. -.-'

tmr's wednesday! )':

bore.

seriously i have nothing to blog about. see my daily post also damn boring one.
i seriously hates raining. there's so many of that flying thingy at night! IRRITATING CAN!

joke of the day.
ms huang: 'how's ur back'?
me: *point to my bag. ( i heard as where's ur bag? cos i was holding only my bottle)
ms huang: *laughs. point her back, 'how's ur back?'
me: OH.... laugh out loud.' ok already'
me: ( take towel out of bag)
ms huang: 'so your bag is here.'

wa sae, i totally feel like laughing till upside down can. haha.
oh. i had my yohurt today! but the mango isn't as nice as i thought. ):

vs stingrays

we lost. haha.but we played quite well today. i will do my best next game again.
$20 fly~
hin ann played damn well today! i wanted to say 'nice one HA' but i cant -.-' lol.

dinner at HK Cafe.
we spent 3 hrs there! kind of celebrated joanne and my's belated birthday. hahaha.
shared meal with chris. DAMN FULL LAH. ( cos we steal a lot food from others! e.g ting,val,mh) hehehe
ym's scenario games. wa lao, damn creeepy. but actually its not. cos the answers we thought of is damn.... scary. -.-' i totally scared till both my legs on the seat and grabbed ym's hand tightly. ( poor hands)
i am so freaking tired after thinking all this scenario games lah. think till headache. i was practically crapping throughout. hahahh.
the bill is near 100 can. -.-'

brain tired.

i got angry too many times today. till my brain is totally shag after trg.
the shooting card5 is a killer too. first time spending so long doing a card. i sprint till hor... wa lao, damn angry with my shots. hahah.

thought that today will have lots of nv ppl again. but its left with chris, val and me.
i think chris knows more of what i wanted to blog.
i was doing the shooting card happily and wait at the same time. thanks val for helping me to count the sets of shooting i have to and picking the balls that i didn shoot in.

lousy april fool day, trg is killer

dream of something funny again. but i lazy to elaborate. ahhahaha! me and my nuggets lah.

trg today is hell. sprints after sprints.. everyone was like... dun dare to do those stuffs that we discussed on ms huang they all..... everyone cant feel their legs anymore can.
so... we failed. great efforts though!
recovery food is always the best thing after trg! hahahahaha. i steal the banana cake away and eat. hohoho~
had dinner together at mac. its damn lame can.....
so happy that finally we received the ice&easy already! hahaha.

its so bloody hell sianed when i reached home at freaking 12++++++++++ super duper exhausted. and my dad asked me to... vaccum floor. wah lao wei. ridiculous freako.
and dun allow me go tp trg cos i die die dun want vaccum.
then he used a damn stupid excuses. u tired til dun want vacuum liao still go tp trg for whatttt.
i was like... whatever lah. and the stupid thing was... if i go, my next week's money fly. so .... i have to choose my money . bloody hell.