sian.

had trg just now. today's like a pushing trg for me can. -.-
so those defenders in the circle that are near me, are supposed to push me. ...
so funny lah. so almost the entire trg is half court and me and mel push lor. so lame can.

had a weird dream.
dreamt of me flying aeroplane to moon. and the place in moon were chaotic! i remember i kept flying to and fro lah. so exciting. and saw some cheena zillions years ago ppl. so funny

tmr's april fool! (:

can i change a pair of new fresh legs. haha

its tiring to drag your feets around and run when u cant even have a more than 24 hr rest.
i hate training outdoors with the sun blazing like RAWR.

went 19s trg. hahaha, i die die want finish all the med-son ball work ( dunno how to spell lah)-.-'
i dun want to stop halfway like last wed. -.-

OH, I ATE 3 AGAR AGAR~ hohoho! so selfish hor!
luckily i went down today. no regrets. and i know whats gonna happen to me tmr. zzz

vs mannas

we lost. the first defeat i guess. the stats dun lie. even if my team mates dun blame me, i swear i deserves to be pushed down to 18 floor hell or something.
when i saw the stats, like what i told sy, i swear i will transform into lion the next game lah.
i feel damn bad to disappoint the defenders.
seriously, i have nothing to quote from. haha.
just that... its quite hurtful to know some of my friends giving such comments regarding my play.
i can swear that everyone idolize different stuffs from me can. e.g. the samoa shooter.
she's fantastic can! cos she can push and hold at the same time and get the defenders being blown. i was like! oh my god! its difficult to be one pushing and hold! not just that, she got the defenders blown many times! everyone was like... OI! PUSHING! and i am totally opposite can! like, NICE ONE! i dont want continue anymore, cos ppl will think i am siao siao or something.


anyway, thanks duck,sy,ha,shoo (: just that i nearly cried/laugh when i saw the same content in 3 msgs. hahahaha

vs sharks.

we won. though i played a bit crappy in first quart. but better at 2nd.
the game was slow... -.-'
anyway, went hk cafe just now. eat till damn full can! though i only order the bread. then i get to eat cheese bake rice, curry chicken and chicken chop! hahah!

its so funny to see val and chris's facial expressions when i was telling about those eerie stuffs. ahhaha! and the chris is definitely a slow clothes folder..... -.-

i was quite surprised mannas lost to stingrays today. but, i saw a different stingrays this time. can feel the rhythm of the down the line thingy. good job stingrays. hahah!


i swear i flare up zillion times within a day. chris can witness every single thing. hahahah!
i will play harder right from the start tmr. not like today. eww. jy

the legs arent listening to me. they are just kind of exhausted

i did somewhat my best in tp trg. NO TRACK! NO STAIRS!~~~~
primary school sports day ROCK THE WORLD! hahahahahahaha. but we had 20mins of running as warm up lah. and i ran in a walking speed. leg super tiring. -.-'
but i rather run 2.4 then running 20 mins.... -.-'

nike trg was a regret.. hahahaha. though shi lin kind of beg me go then i didn think of anything else and jiu go lor! hahahahaha.
but feel... rawrrrr. i am not gonna elaborate about it. i was running and i was being scolded that i was walking.... i run so big steps! !!!! 4get it.
only the warm up is fun.haha!


and yes, i will rest well and work hard tmr.

annoyed.

well, i am just difficult to work with lah.
she's like saying help ur co shooter defend the defender.... i was like.... huh? and anyhow how block lor. -.-'
hope nsl ends earlier than ever. cos i dun even feel that i am in the team can.
went yoguru with HA just now, before trg. damn niceeee! first time eating that! haahha.
i feel so much better after ranting almost everything about my family problems here and there. thanks ha! hahaha -.-

tmr's tp trg... ZZZZZZ. just hope the damn stairs collapse. HAHAH.


HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY! MINGYUE! haha.

meiling the 'cool' mission failed.

ai ya, its so difficult to act cool during training! hahahaha.
today's training is really the endurance kind of thing. and lots of strengthening. but those involves with straining the back, i didn do. so, today's training to me is only the running 5sets of 3rounds around 3 courts with timing is tiring one. cos i have to run with my back straight. damn troublesome. but after hinann helped me apply some deep heat, my back got so much better! thanks ;D not forgetting shuyi for her deep heat too! hahah.
the last part of the training is damn funny can!
luckily i went for the training! lifted up my spirits.

my dad is really really damn #$%^&* ridiculous. other ppl's only child hor, if no family warmth, then got money as replacement.
but me leh?? i got NONE. i was quite upset and felt ridiculous to go out without money.
its really damn outragous to see myself cant even get myself a bar or something. my eyes was bursting can. cutting my allowance when poly starts?? NO WAY. fcuk.



i love today's food after training! the black jelly stuffs with long gan! niceeeeee xD
i was staring at shuhwee's one after i finished mine can! cos the way she eats its damn delicious! HAHAHA! ***staresssss!

its so dots to dream of dog and cat as my pets and talking in human languages -.-''

lucky! ;D

so nice of my and zy today! to walk me to the station when i was on my way to kallang and back home too! and still accompany me to eat at buangkok! ;D thanks man!
quite nice to like that come out and sian around together! hahahaha.

my dad was as usual, ridiculous. rawr!

lucky no training today! cos watch the video! hahahaha. but i almost fell asleep. zzzzz.
i gonna work hard this sat's game!

shuyi damn funny can. gave me to watch those funny stuffs. and i found this too!
pls watch!

i am so tired, its more than just a mon-sun thing

i was quite reluctant to go 19s trg after i woke up. ):
tp trg was .... started late. heard that its appetizer only lah. zz

i feel disgusted to have way off too many trgs/games in a week. for this week its like...
tp trg: mon,friday
19s:mon,wed
nsl:tues,thurs
games:sat,sun.
nike: friday * but optional lah
wa sae! last time was 1 trg/game per day from mon to sun. which is 7 days of ball. once/day.
this time?
9trgs in 7days. if plus nike, will be like 10.

enough of my rants, i know even when sch reopens, nothing gonna change. except that nsl ended and soon, 19s and tp trgs will be increased to 3 times per week. so its like... still tiring i think. but lesser of physicals! ;D
i feel quite guilty about today's 19s trg lah. cos i didn even put my 90% can. i only put like 70%.

anyway, joce! tc of ur quads ar, must ensure recovered liao then can train! hahah.
shall sleep soon! Zzzzzzz.

vs vipers.

i played like shit today. its so... its like, it had been long that i lost confidence in shooting. whenever i shoot, i feel scared whether it will go in or not. instead of scared of the defenders hand. i feel so guilty after the game.causing 13down in first quart.
like what i told dunno chris/ting, i feel ashamed playing like this.

luckily due to the strong willed team effort, its like from a minus 13 to plus2! its so.... wow! haha.
i should do more physical. jy

nothing special

spent the whole day at home. sleep, eat, watch tv movies,eat,play games....
but for the sleep part... i cant believe i slept for 12 1/2 hours! ( siao liao, tonight ton)
i didn even bother to wake up can! luckily i turned my body and take a look what time was it. -.-'
3pm! satisfied sleep. hehe.
i had a good dream, but i forgot. just like a normal better life there which i dont wanna leave. hahaha. so cool.


i am so hyper active now!

out of the league.

that's germs. cant afford getting sick at this point of time. now i begin to start eating medicine when i feel its coming. eewwww.

went to watch u17s trials. cos rachel's dad sending us, so i went. ;D
help out with ms chee a bit. write numbers on them. hahaha. no inks came out when some ppl sweated like hell. damn funny.

i am too lazy to continue blogging. haha.
these days i gets tired/hyper/agitated damn easily. ):

blacklisted salons. depression

because of these 'take for granted' hair stylists, my hair is gone with 10 bucks just like this!
bloody hell.
i am frigging angry now.

if there's lots of ppl in ur shop. u should give them your best and give them the nicest hairstyle or something lah. AT LEAST, LEARN TO FOLLOW INSTRUCTION.
NO quality at all. i waited half an hour with pam to had this fugly haircut.
i thought this salon is good can. cos i went before. but this time i kana a auntie, cut my hair till kanasai.and she's not concentrating one can! she's talking and talking with another 'grass cutting' uncle and keep spray a lot water on my hair and cut. wa lao, i didn say i want layer and cut so short.
what i said was, behind, cut off those out of shape ones. trim a bit and DONT TOUCH THE LENGTH.
wa sae, she forget everything i said lah. now my hair is like.... SHORT and THIN. touch my head like no hair like that. and every hairstylist there, have the 'auto' cut thin hair system. i didn say i want my hair thin. then SHE GO CUT THIN. wa sae! i spend TWO MONTHS GROWING IT LEH. WA LAO! WA LAO! WA LAO! my last bad haircut was before perth trip ):

i think everyone who went to cut hair, wish to have a good haircut or something. who wants to spend their money on rubbish haircuts??

that was J&jas hair dressing salon! the other one was i went with joanne one. -.-
cut her hair nice nice, cut mine kanasai again. i complained for more than a month! rawr!
NEVER NEVER EVER GO THOSE EC HSE if u want have good haircut. unless yours is simple ones.

i believe chris had enough of my constant complainings.
shall stop my ranting here. ;( :( :( :( :(

no lifeeeee

had nothing to do.......
wait for training to near and went with pam. -.-'
had some court games. but didn perform well lah. i hold till what i was doing. so, kind of crappy.
sian. i dont want next week to start. ridiculous. shall mention about it when its coming... ):

not recovered ):

went trg today. i thought my thigh muscles is completely okay already... after one day of rest. but..... today when doing the sprints, the sharp pain came back again. damn scary. i dun think its lack of stretch. i keep stretch that quad for lots of times. zzz.
heard abt the mio tv thingy already. i also want to watch!


grats rachel,asqiha and domi for getting into u17s round2 (:

i think this sentence is damn cool.
"I write because writing is evidence that I am still alive."

conversation with chris

3.15am

christina says:
shit i realise
christina says:
1. i told myself not to talk to you
christina says:
2. i should sleep because i got training tmr
christina says:
3. it's already 3am!
meiling says:
3.17
christina says:
4. sun coming out alrdy
meiling says:
zz
christina says:
5. i haven't pack my bag
meiling says:
tmr pack lah
christina says:
6. i should turn off now
christina says:
7. i m not going to talk to you
meiling says:
zzz'
meiling says:
u are
meiling says:
and alll the way from 1 to 7!
christina says:
8. bye ms 'unfair' life-is-screwed twitty auntie

i didn even have a chance to reply her that no.8 is so WRONG!!!!?!rawr!

its a monday-sunday thing.

SIGH SIGH SIGH*** NO ONE pei wo go jurong today! ): ): ):
for the 1st half game, its kind of scary game. cos we were down by 3/4 i think. but somehow everyone managed to get back the balls in 3rd quart. we won. relieved. though i have a new blue black ): and i didn what the hell i was doing in last quarter. jeanine's suggestion was quite good, keep touch my shoes or whatever to stop myself from thinking why the hell didn i shoot in.
after the game i was still worrying about going home alone can!! lucky yiyong offered me to also take free ride from grala to hougang!

and sry to my and jiaqi. hahaha. i pang sae them becos of botak jones! ;D
cos my stomach was growling ever since the game ended! damn hungry! and i know go jiaqi hse and i will end up thinking what to eat again and need spend my own $$. furthermore, play mahjong, which involves $$$ againnnn. lolll

yay!

had breakfast/lunch with my dad. damn nice! fish porridge!
vipers won sharks!haha, exciting match.
most imp is we won mannas! and first time play with mickey. she smacked my face! i yelled damn loud i think.hahaha. i could see her hands hang above my ball man! like see aeroplane like that! so cool! i was damn scared when i saw her warm up at the same time as me. -.-'
i hate having only 1 jersey! have to wash when i am kind of.. tired and lazy. tmr's stingrays. zz


so happy that today a lot ppl pei wo go jurong and go back too!
but not tmr.... SIGH. ):

sianed off.

well, today really dun have the go nike trg feeling. cos suddenly some ppl back out, and left chris,my and me going only. i am quite upset about it. i dun understand why they dun wanna come. i thought they will make up their mind and rather die in nike trg THAN in tp trg. so weird. improvement dun come by without doing anything. i hate those sitting there waiting to get improved. so funny issit it?
anyway, grats cheryl for winning the west zone finals championship! and yz's team for winning the north zone finals champs! (:

suppered with mh&chris. and went home. quad damn tight can. my say maybe i overstretch or something. i am so scared! tmr game leh.

my pig had been damn nice to me. like... it knows my style of calling him. i called him '' LAO SHU'' in chinese lah. haha.then he will automatically react to me. i get to know him better too! so cute! hahaha

friendly, i hate umpiring

lunched with rach and yw! ahha, wandered around rp after that, cos we didn want to go home early.
friendly, zzzz. played 3quart and umpired the damn last quart. i was totally lost can. the ball out already then they stare at me... i was like... urm.... anyhow lah.
so , i apologize for the lousy umpiring? zzz

there's solar elipse this coming 22july! too bad it did not cover sg! ):
i want to experience this thingy! like so cool! haha.

'yoyo' ):

woke up at 2pm+++ AGAIN! once again, sleep till damn shiok.ahahah.
i dreamt of something funny. i dream that i can travel the time like hiro in 'heroes'. damn cool. i went back to time, i saw my that primary sch mate, made me think of how i dislike her now. we were all in the shopping mall, and i dunno why the hell is jiaqi with her one. my prisch mate was trying to apologise to me for dunno what thing lah, i was pissed in the dream, and i ran like the girl who in the end loves matt parkman in ''heroes'' one. damn fastttt! hahahahahaahha. so drama. then i went yoshinoya to sit sit. i wanted sushi in that restaurant, like... what the hell. then suddenly my fren and jiaqi appeared-.-' with sushis!!! but... i dunno why the hell i say i hate sushis to her even though i like it so much! haix, forget it, thought can eat in dreams! also not too bad. hahahahaha

training was.... zzz. yoyo series. horrendous.
luckily i didn ate too much. and pam the slacko, stop with me at 6.5-8!
zzz, my legs are like... ache ache aches...

bad stomach

woke up at 2pm+ today. damn shiok.
dream of having a game i think, but its so crappy, i am centre. ZZZ
ate kfc with ting,bh,yw for lunch. ( if i know will have bad stomach, i shouldnt have ate it! ):
stomach was damn pain can, dunno is stitch or what, i cant concentrate one can. until sng lee lee screamed at me. i was like......... wth.
and i was being shooot-ed by her for nothing when i was standing outside the court watching them doing the half court. then i stared at sarah, 'wth, i am innocent'. haha.
and there's something i want to complain so much!
when i went to the toilet... NO ONE AT ALL. except that some cubicles were occupied. THAT ONE STILL OK. the WORST WAS, those sharks ppl booked the cubicles by putting their stuffs inside!
i was totally pissed can! then what should i do? EXPECT ME ONE PERSON LIKE IDIOT stand there stare at the empty ''booked'' cubicles and wait for them to finish their ice bath???
SIAO, so i took out THAT bookie and go bathe. if is i meet this situation first time, i wont be that angry, BUT ITS MY SECOND TIME seeing this! damn bu shuang can! so i am expecting 3rd and 4th time! !!!
enough of my rantings.anyway, gave my pig a haircut! now looks so much more cuter! ;D


mh. -.-' taken during valentines by val. haha

TRACK had me. ):

yesterday was my aunt's birthday.
saw many funny stuffs today.once again, pissed with my dad.

today's trg. TRACK. rawrrrrrr!
this is my first time ever running on that TRACK.
shannon was like, ''get to know track''
me: ''hi, track'' *looking at the track. HAHA.

sprints sprints sprints, intervals! horrendous! i hate intervals! my heart told me to walk can! but my mind told my heart its so malu to walk, just finish off with that damn 6 rounds. haha. ya la, i did finish off, but slow. i am the last few.
supper with pam at buangkok! we seriously dun wanna move can! her hand aches like hell, while mine is quads and carfs. ):

oh ya! back to my dad. now i am training myself to have personality of my guinea pig towards my dad.
my pig is always give that hack care face, wont follow u and bark obediently, only whine like hell when needs stuffs, attitude you,CUTEEEEE! * hahahah! i know i am

pig, when he's 2 months old. now he have got long hairs. gonna cut his hair soon! xD * i wont ever let mh touch his hair ever again! ke lian de pig ! bad exp. zzz

waste money day

Happy 17th birthday to HIN ANN! (:


nike trg was cancelled. everything's so screwed up. stupid. at least we had mahjong session! lol.

bordom almost had me.

went fish&co for lunch! and celebrated HA's early birthday! hahaha.
thanks ms chee for treating(:

rushed back to school. end up i was being used as calafare. free one somemore. the job is to.... stand there and clap.... hahaha. clap when mel and serene walked past us. i sweat like hell can! and i was damn relieved when she told me news related to the next game. =D

went eat junk food ;D the mac. decided to wait for 119 bus since i am damn lazy and dun feel like walking to rangung lrt at all. to my surprise, saw yh on bus! she accompanied me to go and buy my aunt's birthday present! i swear our hands are full of perfume smells!
after that we went around, slack. chit chat, long chat with yh again! its good to talk about whatever u want. ;D

anyway, grats to christina! got an A for her chineseeeeee!;) so proud of her! hahaha!

on time!

quite sad that the b div boys basketball lost in the finals even though its expected.

for today's trg, wenhui request the youngest player to lead the warm up. hahaha.
i was like... gave mel a stare and quickly pointed her when everyone starts to turn their head to me. she's july and im june! so, she's youngest! well, the warm up was quite fun lah. hahaha.
and yay! thanks the rain! which let us have no choice but to... end training on time! (:

no nike tmr! yayayyayayaay~

disappointment..

really had beep test today.
i am still slow lah. last year was 6.4 ?
today i stopped at 7.1 ): chris told me to target 7.5 lor! but too bad, i didn hit........ sigh
before trg. ms huang asked me and HA 1 weird question cos i kept asking what are we doing for today's trg. how ready are u for today's trg? i was like.... erm... normal? then she said 1-10. rate. i said 5. hahaha. normal what.
at least this training wasnt tougher than the first training.

tmr, back to kallang again. ):

sleep, training!

slept well! (:
today's trg was great. i think. cleared my question marks. and the downtheline became kind of better?
if i know today no filming, i dont want wear that jersey already lah! so hot can! i wore that and wear another shirt over! i swear the trg was like sauna can.
my dad cooked my fav.! damn niceeeeeee, i love it.

and i am prepared for tmr... hahahah!

i regret for not resting well!

u19s trg was a killerrrr. made me thought of the nsl first few trainings...
luckily i managed to endure through. josephine power pack can! run damn fast!
my quads are like... useless can. at the last part of the training when playing those dog and bone games, i wasnt sprinting to get the ball at all! cos i know i wont get what.. dun waste energy! hahah.
(and i am glad i wasnt the LAST few anymore!) * happy! -.-

my dad is really unhappy with me going kallang like.... EVERY NIGHT??!
i am glad contiki sponsored to have event this weekend! MEANS no GAMES! this should be able to calm him abit. lol! i dun really give a damn lah.

vs sharks

gosh, this game is like ... crap.
cant stand sia, umpires not blowing even if i am being knocked and fell. i am glad i was being subbed out after 3 quarters. -.-' my % of shooting not yet up.. even though improved by 2%.lol
i realised everytime after the games, when i wants to leave the place, its raining like.. super heavily. which makes me had a hard time getting out of that place. luckily managed to get a ride from wenhui to a mrt station. thanks haha.
sian. tmr's monday.
zzzzzzzz



oh god! i realised i am not keeping my back straight man.

vs vipers

i play like... zzz. the % of shooting is unacceptable. and i was a bit... guilty, hahaha.
made huiyu fell. and with big big blue blacks! ai ya, her legs really too white liao!
thanks yz for the bar! it filled my stomach for a while after the game.
trained back home with chris, duck and parveen. its damn funny to tease chris. and she conducted, life's unfair! cos i got the fair part and she got the unfair part.so lame right. and i shall not elaborate. ;D

for tmr, i swear i am gonna concentrate more, i am gonna work harder!
thats all i think.