medical check up! -.-

went for the medical check up today! its sooooooo troublesomeeeee. and i even skipped the unofficial lunch with u17s'08! ):
went the amk one! the dunno what raffles medical centre or something. they are not as efficient as i thought they were supposed to be. the urine part is damn difficult can! not like guys, they very easy to aim. for girls.... i had a hard time aiming! piang weiiiii.
and thanks joanne, for pei-ing me sms! or else i will really die of bordom or something.

tmr's finally a day when i am no longer standing up there to watch. but instead, i will be the one down there, to play. the feeling is... i still dunno yet, lol.

nike trg later. -.-' im gonna slack. hahah. jk

headaches

just back from trg. cabbed home of cos not alone lah! which saves up all the trouble.
when i reached home, my head is damn painnnnn. dunno is dizzy or whatever even though i slept the whole day today!
had friendly today, with the sneakers. and wenhui told me i have weak fingers. -.-'
cos i catch the balls already. but suddenly will slipped off if the defenders just hit me. she suggested something, which i dun think i wanna do... do pumping with fingertips on the ground instead of the whole hand. my fingers are too weak to support the giant like me. -.-

happy 16th birthday siying! chicken littleeeee! (:

kbox!

went kbox with selene they all. 10 bucks only! can sing for 3 and half hours! sure enough i sing till my lungs off. hahahah.

my dad really sucks can.
now i becoming one who envy those people who can get their allowance daily/weekly.
for my dad, he thought that i grow money or something. he didn give me money and i am spending my own money. damn stupid ridiculous can! i am super angry can. i cant save money, cant buy stuffs that i want. i dislike my wardrobe, cos i am always wearing back the same old stuffs everyday. i hate it man. he's so unreasonable! !!!!!!!

jersey! but no tights! sigh

had friendly with rj today. i played like crap seriously. even though i got 100% for first 3 quarts. but add together only like... 13 goals? quite pathetic leh.
got the jersey. i tried it. my fats exposed! -.-' i just found out that my body is quite short. haha.

so touched! chris didn take taxi with her team mates and went home with me instead. hahaha. lol!

matches after matches!

went to watch basketball and netball match today.
for basketball one, its interesting. the game makes me forgot the time is up! larry's 3pointer shots damn accurate! damn cool can! they won woodgrove! and i think woodgrove gave them a tough fight! never seem them playing like this before. passing with more cautious, make use of every opportunities to shoot.
for my juniors, i see they play hard today. just that sometimes, we really need that little luck to win. keep going guys, u guys gave damn a hard fight today. lets move!

took my passport size photo. i swear its damn retarded and my eyes are like... 1 big 1 small. i just cant get my eyes right! i retake for like 3 times! in the end still choose the first one i took. ):

sushi rollllllll!

went my cousin's hse today! to my surprised, my cousin is trying on some sushiii! made quite a few. i swear i rolled the best can. theirs is like exploding. hahaha. had loads of fun lah. (:

well, i swear going poly is troublesome! need this, need that. RAWR.
i want to clear this enrolment stuffs as fast as possible. the bloody online enrolment dont tally mine and i cant even accept it ! shit the enrolment!
or else i should be going for med check up tmr can! now all i can do is to take the passport size photo.
stupid. what a waste of time! well, like jolene said, all i can do now is to wait for paul. sigh'
i hate having urgent stuffs delayed. zzz

nike dinner, friendly

had nike dinner last night! hahah, talk quite a lot. and MY is a bit kelian can, kena shoot by shannon until very extreme! hahahah. damn funny can.
and i think MY and duck sat beside me , they should feel lucky! hahahah. i grab so many stuffs for them can! *my arms are useful for this kind of events
after that, we went jean's hse! piang wei, practically gambling den can! when we reached there, 2 tables is set up and 3rd set of mahjong is on stand by!
feel so lucky! grace sent some of us home! during the ride, its freaking noisy can! i tried to like... rest/sleep . but comfirm fail one lah. we left jean's hse at 1plus plus. and guess what... i reached home at like... 140am?? -.-' so i think by the time grace went back jean's hse its like.... 2am already.


friendly with stingrays this morning... was really thankful that jean's mum is sending us there. cos i cant imagine myself, being zombie and unsure of where to drop off. zzzz
luckily i can still managed to focus for the friendly -.-' i accidentally made the gk fell.... i forgot how it happened, she step on my shoe, and my natural instinct was of cos remove lah. so yeah.in the end, HA umpire till half then need to replace her liao.
haven see my stats yet.. but i think overall should be ok since ms sng nvr pick on me individually. hahah.
had lunch with the juniors, and they jio me go mahjong.. which i wanted it so much... but too bad, i went home and get my sleep instead. lol.

sick, but i got better! (:

went lunch with selene and shijia. the lunch set quite nice. but i had flu, parts of the taste like weird....
anyway, it had been a long time ever since i start to shop around..
shopped around with them like every single shop?? hahaha.
was feeling so sick can. but selene say my face no difference. but i feel my hand cold and face hot leh. dun feel like going down for the trg at all can.
lucky training was quite okay. i sure love my shots today. power pack one. and the best part was, after the trg, i feel a lot better! no more face hot and hands cold! =D
went home with grace and huilin. the conversations is damn funny one can! too bad, i wont blog them out. hahahah.

not againnnnnnn

well, i lost a bottle again! ):
so suayyyyyyy. !!!! RAWR
need to wear blue again tmr... * not againnnnnn

Too free.

finished watching this two dramas! heheh. both are like.. damn niceeeee.



this one is freaking funny can! i laugh till like idiot!

currently, i am watching the korean version's meteor garden! recommended by val! she says the guys damn shuai!
really sia! is really shuai one!!!! hahaha, but i think the japan version's girl is prettier lah! lol.
shall do comparison among this 3 versions! ;D ;D

mahjong!

well, had nothing to do today. ):
had a small little mahjong session! partly cos my dad went overseas! thats why can play mahjong at home.
* the aircon is damn cold can! HAHA.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

happy valentines people. i missed the valentines in school. we took it as friendship day, got lots of chocolates, sweets, sugary stuffs lah. better than now, isn't it. haha

went to val's church stuffs, they celebrate valentines also.
we played that soccer game! HAHAHA.
took bus80 home! and 3 of us, chris, yh and me sure talk loads. cos yh and me dont wanna feel like going home, so we accompanied her to wait for bus and chat.
after chris got on the bus, we still dun feel like going home.. even though its like 12+++++ already!
so we chat again at my hse downstairs void deck. and we wanted to prank call chris. and say that i like her! HAHAHA, we even imagined the situation and laughed like shit can.
too bad, she didn pick up the call. so we do other stuffs. then dunno how, i started to tell my old adventureous story to yh and i didnt managed to finish the story. we went home at 1.45?
well, it had been long since i last told the story. the more i tell, the more i treasure that particular past i had and i feel stupid to forget thai language. i think yh got the latest almost complete story that i told her regarding the story i had. cos when i first came back to sg, i only have my own view. which is what i saw. but this time, after years of asking my dad's friends and pieced up those bits and pieces plus what i heard from my dad, i realised there's so many things happening at the same time when my dad found me. not many people gets to hear this story i think. cos whenever someone asks me why am i overage, my reply is cos i went overseas. when i came back, i retake that level again. which is truth, but no one knows whats in between.that eight months, where the excitement comes.
and i was quite surpised that i can still remember so vividly regarding that dramatic 8 months when yh asked me, '' wa, u still can remember is on saturday ar!''
after all, i still miss my mum though. what can i do?

new bag!

yay! got the new bag! ( like finally... )
nike trg, we played frisbee, basketball and street netball as our warmup. and play friendly with llab10, cos they were unable to book court.
i dont know a thing about frisbee at all! hahaha, anyhow throw one. -.-'

well, recently i realized lots of people have been like... finding motivating quotes to inspire themselves. while me myself just sit there and... stone. i feel controlled, somehow but i dont give a damn. ahaha, so not true, i thought about it once, twice, thrice, i dont remember what i was worrying. i dont dare to think ahead anymore. its so weird for me to think deeply, cos i am that kind of person who dont care about what's might be going on later. just like..
when problem comes then start to think lor, why start thinking about the problems when it's not yet coming or when there's no problems at all!
well, while typing i remembered 1 thing that i had been thinking about it. that person.. can see through my eyes like that, she can see what's behind my eyes. made me stunned. every questions that she asked me, makes me have no idea how to answer immediately.
since nowadays i have nothing to do, i think and question myself. i guess this should be the time to let me to know more about myself and what i want. be myself.
dont be someone i should be because its tiring and made me feel sick/disgusted.
just like what i told joanne today in the bus, '' i want to be a bartender!'' ahhah, that used to be one of the job i wanna be. in like... sec3? pretty cool huh! mix and shake! -.-'
okay, i should stop crapping over here.

i am hungry

bought 2 new reebok shorts! 34 bucks. quite cheap lah.
went got the trg. circuit! ):
yi yong and me was like doing slowly lah, cos i was like dying like that, haha.
especially that static hold! normal ones were 2 sets, this time increased to 3! *faint
after felt damn freaking hungry, ate lots of honeydew! cos i loves them!


i realized ... did i really look that expressionless recently? maybe cos there's no school, and this is my first time like... playing ball and not studying ( though its coming lah -.-')
now my brain is like a cotton toy or maybe a bear full of cottons? i am stuffing cottons in unnecessarily and wasting so much space. oh well, what a comparison man! *though i am a lit student. HAHA.

OH YA! I PLAYED TENNIS TODAY!!!! DAMN HIGH LAH, FIRST TIME PLAYING SIA! HA and me is sure noob. -.-'
ms chee provide us rackets and we play! =D
that really like such a stress relieving game!

what am i thinking recently? just take and go.

diarrhea
bad stomach.
zzzz. aha

Movie- The Painted Skin.

this movie is damn nice. i like it. i wanted to watching during Os. but i have to shut down all the tempting stuffs. finally i watched it on net! the quality is good too!
just that the ending i expect was a bit different. cos i expect everyone die and the demon .. also die. hahaha. in the end was the other way round!

end up with no bags!

went down to amk hub with joanne. wanted to get that adidas bag with joanne and at the same time help my buy too. in the end... NO STOCK again! wa lao! well, still have to order it. troublesome lah! that person promised me will be having stocks by thurs. ):
i went there without bags, cos i was thinking of taking the new bags to put my belongings! ):
well, i feel darken. -.-' at least my shoulder not pain! hahaha, my was complaining how pain it is. due to the sunburn.
had pepper lunch with joanne and went homeee.

i feel like going kbox! i think i have told chris like days ago. but she said will only go with me like after As.. which is damn long! hahah.
well, should i get a hairband or something? cos i think the fringe a bit irritating me sometimes during the game. and i nvr wear hairband before -.-

daisy tan carnival

i am seriously tanned and burnt. my whole face is RED. RED AND RED.
luckily i put a bit of sunblock. or else, i cant imagine how worse it will turn out to be. like my said, this carnival make the cubs to bond around a lit bit. cos during the breaks, we sat together and chit chat. hahah. lots of funny conversations can. anyway, goodgame nike cubs! at least we squeezed into rd2 with those hectic triangles all over the place. -.-'

i got myself a new pair of adidas shoe again.cos i think by the time nsl starts, the current pair will just nice no friction. and furthermore, i dun know how slippery the jurong sports hall might be. hahah. ang bao money goneeeeee ):

lousy, hard luck?

today is definitely like kind of suay, hard luck. but i am a natural positive thinker. lol
everything is not smooth, but i am learning to forget and move, stop getting angry, though i still got angry sometimes. -.-
in noon time, went to sportslink to get the bag that joanne,my and me wanted to, end up.. NO STOCK. thats okay. i dun want to think much.
went to school, see nv training, charine wasnt there, disappointment.
nike training, we were late. but others were even more late, so end up just nice, but i still dun like the feeling of being almost late those type.
THE WORST PART WAS, MY NIKE BOTTLE IS OFFICALLY MISSING! cos no one took for me last night, and 1 of the bench went missing when i went over to see today. ): bad luck, its okay, i have to get a new one i think.
during nike training, the worst thing i had ever done was, didn catch balls. i think the whole world was thinking u should catch taht ball. but my hand was slippery, the ball slip and smack my face/went out of court. i stared at the space, ball. what the hell is going on. forget about it.
not only not catching ball, i am not passing very well either. i feel so guilty towards mel cos when i was doing gk throw in, i throw such a soft ball and almost kana intercepted. zzz
after trg, we had our dinner/supper. but, i thought of eating at buangkok there, eating my abalone kuo tiao. end up. eat at mac. giving my brain disappointment.

the funny part was the incident joanne had today.. -.-'
2 of us had no choice but to stop at hougang and wait for her to peeeee. and walk home.. =.=
my hse... a bit FAR. after pee-ing, cramp. at first was right leg. after that she was abt to stand up, become left leg. i was like.... omg?? what is happening to u? haha
there's always good and bad. my dad called me, screamed at me can! like where the fucking hell are u??? u really go kallang training meh? where did you go?? i was like.. WHAT THE HELL. stop it. you are not believing me enough. and i tell u again, i wont mix with those funny weirdo people who hang around the void deck in midnight. i hate those people, so i cant mix with them.
at that time, we were walking pass the space infront of hougang mall. then a group of like... bike gang? immediately stop talking and stare at me. but i didnt know lah, of cos, cos i was so angry taht my dad dun believe and and i yelled at the top of my voice. lol, like i care. like those singapore ah bens dare to attack. only dare to stare, stare and stare. not like my eyes small. bloody hell.
i shall stop here.
trials tmr, -.-'

movies after movies!

watch this yesterday! ;D

watched 2 movies! with HA. hahaha! -.-

this movie is kinda nicee! the cool part was that hin ann and me got the whole cinema by ourselves! we can laugh as loud as we want, can talk instead of whisper. damn cool can, like as though we booked that cinema specially! hahah. hin ann! photos!!! ;D

we watched this at 3.05! (: cos its way too early to go kallang.. so......
and we even smuggled food in! our lunch/dinner. more of dinner lah. haha

and way to kallang!
my shootings sucks, and disappointing, we have to repeat that pass down court so many damn hell times to finish off. and sng lee lee was like repeating again and again... '' mind over body''
and yes, my mind is always over body, cos i dun like to have that kind of cant break through feeling. and mel still joke, shoulders face the ball... belly button face the ball, next one is knee face the ball??? i was like.. put 1 knee facing the ball. of cos that was before the ball coming lah!* laughs

MY RED COLOUR NIKE BOTTLE IS MISSINGGGGG!!!!!!!! ):
wa lao! this bottle is like, kind of always with me throughout every single season? always drinking it through thick and thin hor! RAWR!

my's stuffs are missing!

rented ip man! ;D
damn nice can! wa sae, even my dad's watching

wanted to go for a run with chris they all, but its raining, so i went rp to find my and the rest.
its sure funny to see my's stuffs to be constantly missing without letting her notice.
i still have to ask.. '' my, drink water leh'' or '' where's ur mp3 ar?'' then she realize something's wrong...
and the dots part was, wei chang used bluetooth to hack into my phone and call kian hao, i was like... still thought a unknown number calling me, but instead, my phone called him automatically. -.-'
we were noisy can. =.='

that guilt,

i had been getting annoyed/angry/irritated easily these days, which i hate it
cos it causes my eyes to become smaller, and will stare at one space a while to cool down. at the same time, my brain will be narrowed down. lol

went to watch basketball match, not thrilling at all, 83-40 can....
and got super angry over that sch bus, which delayed like 1hr plus lah.





anyway, i wonder how's pam's ankle, sound serious from larry. -.-'

tired, frustrated.

watched junior's game. 28-10.

quite ok lah, was laughing like shit when i said something i quote from my. '' wa, like that also can! pick dao sai!'' hahahahaha
anderson was lucky that our juniors brought extra bibs!

i was shocked when i saw tingting smsed me..... she add something to her name.
become tingting the cute.
wa sae, when i received that msg, i chua tio can! and i believed it had been days!zzzzz

rent a movie with jiaqi again, my the pang sae-er, dun want to join us. ):
watch '' jing wu men''
i dun really like the quality, its dark, i dun like.


to bag: poor you


decided to post this, cos its kinda interesting. hahaha, jocelyn sent me! (:
and mine is that side sleeper, lying on one side. pretty cool huh?