distraction

koh titi finally show me a decent video.AHAH. 1 of the big bang one.

sian man. i dun want to get back lousy results and go corner and go swear i will study or something.HAHA.totally joke man.

school sucks as usual. luckily friday's a hols.
played taboo at shoes hse. totally brain dead lah. -.-

nt week i have to work x5 harder! jy.

monday BLUES

almost want to wear blue to school. cos i donch feel like going at all, and i met jermain in bus, so i didn sleep at all -.-

i will have a long break tmr. movie time! hehehe!

goodluck to kwok shuyi!
no stress no stress no stress~ llalala~

too much to say

he's a liar, he's a sore loser. win money and yet eat back his words.


cleared most of the hws today. i am still wondering if i should appeal to lom. am i going the way i predicting? who the hell knows.
so weird when i realised i cant do single leg squat properly. i can totally feel the weird restrictions around my knee and i wonder if i should break through them.
maybe im lucky cos i am a kind of person who can throw away thoughts easily.
those ppl who's not feeling well out there, maybe can try thinking of nonsense stuffs to keep your mind occupied? or maybe watch movies watch till u drop. i am doing all kinds of stuffs, so that i cant remember what happened before that maybe i dun really wants to remember or something.
i think about all sorts of stuffs. my paths has been overlapping each other. loads of time to think.

goodnight.

sanks shoes for treating us the milkshake! i very nice one hor! order mini one! not like somebody! HAHA.

1st time in my life carrying so many bottles... -.-
treat fish better than me, might as well take them as his daughter and son. zzz

another decison

streaming results out today.
i got what i wanted, biz.
but lom seems better for me? like shi lin said its a better way to pull up the gpa or something.and more ever, all the netballers there. and the classes are small.
but i dunno. maybe i will ask uncle steve again.HAHA. everything also ask!
and worst is, my WHOLE FREAKING CLASS (almost all) got in the same course as me!
totally sian off.
but for biz, i hope i can get hr & tourism&leisure, looks attracting... but maybe hard to score..
for lom, i heard that its definitely have higher chance of pulling up the gpa..

why cant my dad go back to work ?
he is really....... 吃饱没事做！always find ways to make my life difficult. zzzz.

not yet .... fixed

i gonna get my butts off the lib and get going.
he cant afford it, neither can i.
first step to school gym. yet to tell uncle steve yet.
i worked damn hard today.cos i dun want to waste a single bit of the money.
but i have no idea what kind of pt job wants a person who just wants to work on sunday. zzzzz.

i should have sprain my ankle. zzz, maybe its really 命中注定.

sch has been packed these days. lame tprawks.

start of the week

weekends full of activities!
HAPPY BIRHDAY MOMO! went her hse yesterday!
1st time sit at the bus stop there for 2 hours -.- cos someone too dumb! HAHA
nike agm on sat.. interesting, a voting day.HAHA.everyday also vote. -.-

damn tiredddddddd. even though i slept a lot. hahahaha!
due to the packy weekend, i didn do any tutorial! DIE.
zzzz.zzz.
peaceful day! the laziness took over and refused to do econs. lol!
100%missing the sch days now........ zzzz.

its all about $. my dad totally waiting for it to drop. POS.

no complains

ppl run under the rain, cycle fast under the rain and I walked under the rain.
i think those ppl who are in the macs will think that i am insane or something, like, why didn i faster run for shelter or something instead of walking under a super heavy rain.
had been doing this for the consecutive 2 thursdays but forgot to bring umbrella, so i was left with no choice.

i want to run for bus, and run for shelter during the rain, not walking and let it happen.

just whining, i want to be as strong as 2 months ago, thinking of nothing but look forward for good stuffs.

hard to think it that way

went to watch the trg today.
sorry to think it that way, maybe i shouldnt go down at all. just think some are not training hard enough... i feel sorry for my legs, and remembered the day i tore it, that training was great. i was running hard.the next time i am gonna be running hard again will be next year?
furthermore, i think next year's tp team can even win champs for polite without me playing .
its just very negative to have a pair of looks good legs and cant run at all. cant help to be like this, when i am in this phrase. it cant be help.
and i think back of my past so many times, i am starting to doubt it, anyway, i cant make any difference whether i am there or not.

this time, i dun even have the chance to complain how tired and sore am i after training. the rest of the ppl out there, be glad u are training.

what happened to tp!??!

going sch 9am daily isnt a pleasant thing.
yesterday, i attempted to pon POM LEC lah! but joanne went mah, didn want to pang sae and also dun want to be dunno anything abt the lect all this. I WENT.
in the end? BLACKOUT! !@#$%^&
waste my time! tsk.

TODAY,lucky having tutorial! the BLACKOUT didn affect us, as there's emergency light inside and the room is still damn hell cold.
zzzzz. WHats with the leader thing man. totally irritating.
tp seriously shit man. joanne went the pom lec again, IN THE END, SAME THING HAPPENED! DAMN LOSER LAH. loser to the max max max.
issit have lousy technician or something? sian man!
rehab was damn tiring lah, if i know i dun want do the endurance program liao!zzzz. hahaha!


tmr is 9-6! ):

bits and pieces

studied with tings and duck today!
joanne is lala land-.-

totally wishing my course ppl this year likes LOM & MARKETING DIP DIP.
slogging hard is not enough.zzzz


JIAYOUS! THOSE A LVLS HARDCORES! ALL THE WAY MAN!
though i always joke abt ," if fail As then nvm lah! come TP and be my junior!"
i dun think u all should waste another 3 years here OKAY.
All the best! : titi,duck,great grandson,minhui,yeomei,shalene &cihui!! :D

positive

sent lisa off today.... will miss her (:

so upset that so many ppl go massage today! thn no have enough time for us!
tsk, my back,shoulder and my neck is aching like omg lah.
): ): ):
ran for skytrain.... ran to cross the road.... i shall wait for another 3 weeks before doing all these again. too scared for my knee.
its better to be safe than sorry.
gonna work hard for my studies!not hoping that i will get into the course i want.

Happy 18th birthday to cihui! and 24th to grace!
hates time.because i have to take my time.

cant sleep well at all recently. went to school, get squeezed by those crazy people, totally feel like kicking them out of the bus.obviously i cant.

today's lecturers are such a bore.

weekends gonna come again

happy 17th birthday to jiaqi!

went hydro! damn hell tiring! i almost drown okay. cos half way remove float! damn scared to the max! cannot slack at all. niao niao one. then accidentally tasted those disgusting dirty water! tsk.

so damn tiring and when reach ssc again, we have to do workout again! zzzzzz. legs *shake shake shake. died.

tmr's friday! happy!
hates school like seriously.cos of weekdays, my school work piles up everyday lah!

start of the 9th!

Happy 20th birthday to yiyong! (heard she pon trg huh...HAHA)&
happy 17th to jermain and krystel!
so many ppl birthday at the same time man!
coolio!
started to do more and more strength stuffs today.
tired but worth it.doing more stuffs next week onwards! no physio for me these 2 days -.-
roll eyes. i think my left leg is more ache than my right leg lah. pos.
tmr's gonna be tiring!

happy for shoes that she's finally seeing a surgeon!
fix it soon man!

time flies, 9 weeks had passed.

no desired motivation.

watched tuesdays with morrie in school today.
quite nice though. its very meaningful. (:

always wanted to continue sleeping instead of going tut.
zzz.

SHINKZ SHINKZ SHINKZ SHINKZ SHINKZ AWAY!

pos, that stupid shortie bodybuilder, who dun even look like one, never fails to criticize my leg.
PLEASE LAH, cant u guys pls go google acl reconstruction? then u will fucking know almost everything.
that guy: 'u cant even stand on the chair to catch ball?'
me: 'rolled eyes, what if i injured again?'
that guy: 'nevermind lorh, next time dun play'
GO AND DIE.
that guy: ' can u jump?'
me:' CANT YOU GO SURF THE FREAKING NET'
pls lah, shortie bodybuilder, ur team comfirm lose one lah, ppl ask boy to be in the team cos of their height advantages, he leh? SI GAY! TSK.

today is bad.

dear weekends

weekends flew away like this!
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO LITA! hoho
went all the way to ntu! the place they are living at looks good. (:
damn tired to the max though..... reach already see non and lita's bed totally want to drop dead there...

went tcc with my group ppl. and got cheated thre! 5.6o for a small damn cup of coffee.. zzz.
waste time totally.
after that to lisa's hse! didn regret going at all!hahaha! cos got good food!
watched rudby match also and trying to remember the rules... -.-
fun night. indian poker! HAHAHA. KWOK SHUYI was the first loser! HAHAHA.LOSER.!

today totally sleep till dun bear to leave the bed at all. had some weird dreams which i totally want to dream what will happen next... afterall, curiousity kills a cat.