hard to think it that way

went to watch the trg today.
sorry to think it that way, maybe i shouldnt go down at all. just think some are not training hard enough... i feel sorry for my legs, and remembered the day i tore it, that training was great. i was running hard.the next time i am gonna be running hard again will be next year?
furthermore, i think next year's tp team can even win champs for polite without me playing .
its just very negative to have a pair of looks good legs and cant run at all. cant help to be like this, when i am in this phrase. it cant be help.
and i think back of my past so many times, i am starting to doubt it, anyway, i cant make any difference whether i am there or not.

this time, i dun even have the chance to complain how tired and sore am i after training. the rest of the ppl out there, be glad u are training.